This Just Happened!

This Just Happened!

It was late April 2018. James and I were hiking Little Si, a small mountain near North Bend, WA. We navigated wet dripping branches and slick tree roots as we tried to rouse our minds and spirits from a season of mental fog that had engulfed us while my husband studied fervently for his Structural Engineer licensing exam.

He’d taken the test a few weeks before and would have to wait several weeks for his results. We’d left the kids with my parents and retreated for a one-night stay at a bed and breakfast to heal, spend time together, and catch up on many neglected conversations.

I just love this guy. Spain vacation.

Amongst discussions of our families, hopes, and dreams, James and I also did some goal setting. James’ goal was to pass this SE test. It boasts a statistical 30% pass rate. It might take him more than one try.

My goal was to place among the winner’s ranks in Writers of the Future–a globally Sci-Fi and Fantasy short competition. I thought I should give myself five years, vowing to submit one short story for every quarter. If, by the end, I still hadn’t won, I’d at least have honed my writing skills with small, specific projects on which I could focus on while our kids are young.

At the beach with the young’uns!


October 4, 2018. I was standing by my front picture window when I got the call.

I dropped into the black IKEA armchair from my grandfather, shaky with anxiety. The woman on the phone informed me that I was a Writers of the Future finalist. I was shocked. I actually thought I’d made no headway in the contest. Now I was being told I’d made it to the top eight stories.

And then? Hurry up and wait. I waited three weeks.

My first week of waiting I was an anxious, sweaty wreck. I slept 3-4 hours a night. The second week, I started to lock down into tight-fisted anxiety. By the beginning of the third week, I heard God say, “I’ve heard your prayers. I know what you want, Elise. Now let me take care of it.” I taped Exodus 14:14 on my bathroom mirror. The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still. I transitioned into a place of precarious peace, but it was infinitely better than the sleepless wreck of the first week.

About to fly internationally for 15 hours…

As I waited for the news of whether or not I’d win the contest that I’d made into my all-encompassing writing goal, I imagined myself as Schrodinger’s cat. Both alive with joy and dead with despair. (Yes, I’m dramatic with my analogies. That should come as no surprise by now).

Finally, on the morning of October 26th, I received another call. Poetically, I was standing beside that same, sun-streaming window. And no, I hadn’t been rooted there for three weeks, you smart-ass. It was poetic, like I said.

She told me I’d won first place for the quarter. My little story, read by kind critics and harsh critics, read on my laptop screen till my eyes burned, read out loud to my husband until my throat was dry…that little story had turned heads enough to be awarded a prize in an international contest. It didn’t feel real, but there it was, my name displayed for the world to see, as if to say:

This girl can write.

A new chapter is opening. You guys, I’m going to be published in a sci-fi and fantasy anthology that sells on the New York Times bestseller list each year! I’ll attend a fancy awards gala (I’ll probably trip on my dress and laugh when we’re all supposed to be quiet, but that should make everyone more comfortable, right?)

They’ll give us writer winners a special writing class and fly us down to Los Angeles for everything.

Yes, it feels like a dream. I’m honored by the favor, overwhelmed by its magnitude. Very grateful to my friends who have supported me and read my drafts and encouraged me in so many ways. Thankful to my God who continues to show that he has some great plans that involve my writing.

It’s time for victory dancing, you guys! In April, I’m going to Hollywood!!


I took this pic the day I got the call!


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  1. No one could be prouder!
    Mommy Susan

  2. That is so incredibly awesome!!! Congrats!!!

    1. Thank you!! It still feels surreal a lot of the time. I’m so excited!

  3. Wahooo….Amazingly wonderful. What great news, you heard it on my birthday, so I won’t forget. Elise, we are so happy for you. God is good!

    1. Thank you so much, Sarah!

  4. Congrats Elise! Love the picture in the Green Bean!

    1. The Green Bean has been a supporting part of my writing ever since I wrote the draft of Moonlight and Oranges (my first novel) in the very first version of the Bean! It’s grown with me!

  5. This is a beautiful post Elise. We look forward to meeting you in person this coming April at the Writers of the Future workshop and awards ceremony.

  6. Awesome and well done Elise. I got tears reading this.

  7. Wow, Elise! How wonderful and exciting for you!!!! Cant wait to give you a hug when we see you soon!

    1. Thank you, Jenni! I might be jumping up and down. 🙂

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